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Graceful Waltz

Walking along the red carpet,
I saw the slim silhouette,
gently caressing the cold fabric,
up and down, so gracefully,
mesmerizing my entire sight,

Vibrant colour of fabric flew
like wind sweeping through the void
her alluring pair of eyes
Iris of sapphire colour, perfection in shape

the irresistable crimson red lips,
the trim arch eyebrow,
a beauty beyond words,
what a sight to behold,

Even as the crown sat ahead,
one who authority over the vast land,
whose command tremble many and afar
his very present demand submission,

My subconciousness succumb to desire
like the many who has done so,
the swirling of her tender arms
the light and soft steps yet full of life

As my gaze alligned to her direction
i stopped myself in my tracks
half aware, half lost, i stammer
a conflict, a dilemma, what am i to do!

Only then i realized the situation,
i was before the emperor,
on a urgent mission to report,
ashamed at my incompetence,

I bowed down with trembling knees,
my head knock the floor in obedience,
shouting the glories of his majesty,
relaying my emergency news,

a short moment passed by,
the great and mighty commander realised,
and acknowledged my lowly present,
his gaze still firmly fixed on her,

i echoed the hall with concern cries,
rather disturbed at the news,
but the emperor shrug it off,
unconcern and left the dealings to his servant,

alast, the affairs of the empire are second,
i thought in despair at the eventual outcome,
a failing crown, resentful citizens,
all is lost, the beauty has won,

as i was led away, i glance once more,
such a rare beauty, there is only one,
she capture the emperor heart so easily,
how much more lowly servant like me,

i sighed, beauty, beauty, beauty came my mind,
the more beautiful a women is,
the scarier they are, the power they hold,
could even killed a mighty empire,
let alone mere men lured at her sight,
beauty, the deadliest weapon ever.

Women: A to Z 035

Women: A to Z

A for Azusa
B for Baby
C for Crystal
D for Delia
E for Evelyn
F for Fay
G for Grace
H for Hui Tze
I for Ivana
J for Jeannie
K for Karen
L for Linda
M for Maggie
N for Nina
O for Olivia
P for Pinar
Q for Quki the Psp
R for Rain
S for Sabrina
T for Tengku Anisah
U for Uhiri the Pocket Pc
V for Vixen the Monitor
W for Widya
X for Xixi the Vaio
Y for Yoke Yii
Z for Zalea

Dream 034

Dream

I dreamt about you,
about you telling me,
why you couldn't be with me,
and yet you were with me,
like inseparable lovers,
full of love, care and concern,

Even all of that,
the Love making on stain sheet,
the cuddling and kisses we share,
those soft and tender words,
your big watery eyes,
the lucious smilling lips,
melting away my heart,
taking away my breath,

It was like in heaven,
my true heart desire,
but i knew the reality,
the dream, the sweetness,
a deep contrast to the truth,
i have already lost you,

falling in the arms of another,
how my heart ache for you,
dreams such as these,
are so sweet yet bitter,
the sweetness at first,
and the bitterness that comes,
at the wake of the dream.
yet it was memorable,
a dream i can't forget.

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The Bittersweet You

When i am alone
when i am silent
when i am pensive
when i am me

i thought a lot
i thought about the memories
i thought about the feelings
i thought about you

Only about you
No one else
Even though i knew
It was futile

i become emotional
i become depressed
i become a recluse
i become hateful

i wish i didn't
i wish i would be normal
i wish i shrug it off
i wish i never knew you

the despair u gave me
the pain that torture
would you have known
would you have understand

if you have read these
if you have comprehend the feelings
would you share my despair
would you feel anything?

my thought for you
my feelings for you
my love for you
my hate for you
the bittersweet you.

Being Me 032

Being Me

Being average
i struggled like others.

Being short-sighted
i missed looking many things.

Being fair-skinned
i hate the scorching sun.

Being tall
i suffered from back pains.

Being stress
i slept to avoid reality.

Being lonely
i yearn for a companion of love.

Being in Love
i never been very successful.

Being naive
i got hurt by people.

Being hurt
i stopped opening my heart.

Being recluse
i never wanna get out.

Being alone
i found power in solitude.

Being older
i become a little wiser.

Being wiser
i hate the world even more.

Being myself
i begin to love myself.

Being Lohrene
i am the new awaken.

Reading it 031

Reading it

it always been a pleasure
reading the words you written
on your diary beknown to the world
as we savvy people called it,
the blog.

yet recently it has been a pain
admist the deciphering text
changing from chinese to english
produce half-heartedly by babelfish
the cruelty of being a chinese illiterate.

As you pour hearts out,
i got more sicken by it
even if it was poor translation job
i knew the meaning well
i shouldnt read it the first place

ever since that fateful day
every single entries was love-stricken
whether it was trivial or meaningless spats
sort of like a love drama
only this one, a really bad one

should i have stopped reading it
when i probably should
but my own selfish insistance
telling myself i am alright
what a stroke of luck

it came back to bite me
a real hard and painful one
but thats life i suppose
because i wasnt the male lead
i was just the spectator that got hurt

but i am laughing at myself silly
painful but a good lesson to learn
if you stare too long
you gonna strain your eyes
oh well, l will live on
as they say life goes on.

The Drive 030

The Drive

a gloomy afternoon it was
drizzling shower of rain pour by
i glance at my silver watch
it was fifteen to two o'clock
the red hatchback strode to a halt

the mirror was in place, ready to go
right signal was on, off i go
the engine roar to life with a simple step
the chilling wind sip through the window
building blurred past us quickly

what a thrill i felt
what a sight i saw
what a satisfying i garnered
the quick shifting of gear
as i conquered the corners

it was those moments u felt really alive
but all good things came to an end
as the engine came to silent howl
i was back to the crowded unit
waved goodbye to the man
what a drive it was.

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Gentle Breeze

i felt the breeze
caressing past me
as i spread my hands
to welcome the chilling air

as i look towards the sky
the clouds in shades of gold
the sun is setting soon
making me reminiscene of the past

the breeze so gentle
putting comfort on my body
taking away the heat
chilling my lungs

i felt such refresh
like i first knew you
the image burned into my mind
that smile along with the pair of eyes

little i knew, 4 years had past
through all that i never forget
the smell of you captivating me
the voice so gentle like the breeze

the breeze reminds me of you
so gentle just like you
the chill sensation revive me again
strength surging through me

even though the breeze just past by
i never lost the spirit of it
whenever the gentle breeze came
it reminds me of you, always, forever.