The Bittersweet You 033

The Bittersweet You

When i am alone
when i am silent
when i am pensive
when i am me

i thought a lot
i thought about the memories
i thought about the feelings
i thought about you

Only about you
No one else
Even though i knew
It was futile

i become emotional
i become depressed
i become a recluse
i become hateful

i wish i didn't
i wish i would be normal
i wish i shrug it off
i wish i never knew you

the despair u gave me
the pain that torture
would you have known
would you have understand

if you have read these
if you have comprehend the feelings
would you share my despair
would you feel anything?

my thought for you
my feelings for you
my love for you
my hate for you
the bittersweet you.