That Moment 024

That Moment

In that moment
i felt like nothing
utterly nothing
not a single bit of significant
everything i have done
is meaningless

i felt like a fool
trying to chase the wind
to be return with nothing
but devastation
and humiliation
how my heart bleeds

a shattered self esteem
and lost pride
i lost completely.
utterly defeated.
i am a lost soul.
consumed by sorrow

silent tears flowing
depressing thoughts
shaking hands
heavy breathing
cloudy sight
emotions reach zenith

that very moment
the melancholic scream
echoed continously
furiously vibrating the heart
the bleeding heart
but i will lived on

always have
and in years to come
i wont fall because of this
i am not that weak
no matter the sorrow
i will lived through it

only just.....
in that moment
i know the truth
of where i stand
what i should be doing
in the aftermath
i have to lived.
yes, live.