My goodbye To You 003

My goodbye To You

Goodbye are never cheerful
thats why its goodbye
goodbye are painful
it always was
and forever will be

i had the displeasure today
to tell you one last goodbye
it was so hard for me to say
i could feel the pain in every bone of mine
how my heart ache to no ends
my heart was bleeding

all the memory i have gain
from being with you
the smile that invoke my heart
that personality that charmed me
thank you for all of it
i really appreciate it

i wanted to tell you
i am really sorry
from the bottom of my heart
that it ended so abruptly
so painfully
but i had no choice

you meant a lot to me
because i love you
i wish you could forgave me
for doing so
i hope you well

the fond memories of you
i hold tight on to it
i will treasure it dearly
for the old me
that is in my deepest core

Oct 5th 2006
marks my last goodbye
ever to you
i have no regret in doing so
for i love you
my goodbye , consider it my wrong
consider it my insanity
consider i have known you
it was the hardest decision in my life
to say that word to you
that is goodbye
my last goodbye ever to you alone.