I Want, For Once 002

I Want, For Once

Today, for once
i felt more alive
then i was ever before
that my conciousness
crave for something
i want to do things
for myself

i never harboured such thoughts
but i want to......from now on
because i realised
i didnt love myself
enough to seek for it
not to stand there any longer

i will now chase for it
with all my heart
with all my strength
with all my soul
because i want to
because i love myself
for once in my life

i will not sit there
i will not gazed blindly
i will not cry for nothing
i will not slouth
i will not be what i used to

i have a reason to my want
because i want to
as simple as that
my true answer to the question
because i realised i need to
love myself for once

only then i will seek
the answer that i wanna know
love myself and everything will come
i believe so
probably my purpose
my every existense
will know its meaning
till then i will want to do
because i simply want to, for once.